If You Want It, Go Get It

Yes, I appreciate a woman's natural form, but I'd also like to appreciate my own form.

Mon, 28 Jan 2013 09:26:39 -0500

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infinite-vanity: eclisi: montegos: neutralistic: ne-uw: unkn...

Mon, 28 Jan 2013 09:23:55 -0500

eclisi:

montegos:

neutralistic:

ne-uw:

unkn0wn-names:

Why can’t my stomach be like this fuxkkkkkkkkk

Oh gawwwd how perfect is it. Sameeee. I hate my body and now I just hate it even more faaaark.

i am so done

motivation

queued x

following back! need more blogs to follow ~

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just-keep-runing: healthymoi: I think this are the most...

Mon, 28 Jan 2013 09:15:33 -0500

just-keep-runing:

healthymoi:

I think this are the most relevant things to do before running. Really, it sucks to have uncomfortable underwear getting in your booty, having your lips chapped/dry, wanting to go to the bathroom… having a pain, etc. These are some of the things, and they are optional really, but there are more! What things do you do before running? Some runners use vaseline but I don’t know a lot about that really.

Spot on

track-and-xc-dreams: Side planks = strong obliques = less...

Mon, 28 Jan 2013 09:15:20 -0500

track-and-xc-dreams:

Side planks = strong obliques = less stitches and cramps during races!

I'm backkkkk

Mon, 28 Jan 2013 09:14:58 -0500

It’s been a while, but I miss y’all! I fell off the wagon a little. Mostly I fell into a really dark place, rolling off the wagon into the gutter. Looking back at my posts, they aren’t the person I want to be. It’s time to move away from the dark, the lines, the hate. I’m coming back into that healthy place. I took a 45 minute run yesterday. It was painful, horrible, and absolutely wonderful. It’s time shape the fuck up and stand up out of the darkness.

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Mon, 28 Jan 2013 09:08:39 -0500

what's your name?

Sun, 30 Dec 2012 21:44:18 -0500

Alexis. What’s yours?

Why can't I write?

Mon, 24 Dec 2012 23:26:00 -0500

I keep playing this tag game. Running away and then clinging too close. I can’t figure out what to do with myself. I’m afraid that Im scaring you

"The doctor sits me on a table and asks me to stick out my tongue. I do. I ask him if he sees the..."

Thu, 20 Dec 2012 20:07:16 -0500

“

The doctor sits me on a table and asks me to stick out my tongue.
I do.

I ask him if he sees the paintings I carry in the back of my throat.
He laughs as if I’m telling a joke,
I’m not.

I’ve got Basquiat, Schiele, Van Gogh, and Da Vinci
so when I laugh, I taste brushstrokes.

I ask him if he can stick out his tongue
so I can see what he has trapped inside of him.

He hesitates a little then he does and I see a man who
struggles for acceptance and chokes on the word
Love.

”

- Lacey Roop, from “The Parts of Humans Science Can’t Explain” (via pigmenting)

Reposted For Izzie:

Tue, 11 Dec 2012 20:32:59 -0500

I’m sorry I’m so weird, that I’m quiet and distant around you now. I feel horrible and isolated. All of my friends are breaking around me, falling apart. They are relapsing into eating disorders, burns, cutting, and depression. I feel the madness swirling around me and I can’t take it. I’m trying to back off so I don’t fall too, but it’s not working. I feel alone and isolated. I feel angry and anxious because I feel completely out of control. All this makes me feel completely alone and horrible all the time. I can’t be near some of my closest friends and its horrible. Even you Izzy. Everytime I’m around you, it makes me feel angry, self conscious, depressed and alone. I wish you would eat, I worry about you an your mental health. A part of me hates you for being able to not eat and all the weight you’re gonna lose. That’s not fair to you. I’m ashamed for feeling that way. I feel like I’m standing on the edge of the cliff and trying to decide if I’m gonna jump. But it doesn’t matter, somewhere in the back of my mind I know Ill just fall. I see what miss fink means about co-dependence. I’m so closely tied to you that I can’t help but follow suit. I’ve been trying to avoid you, but I hate not seeing you. I miss you. I fucking miss all my friends. I’ve had no life since this show started. I feel like I’m falling further into myself every day and it’s killing me. I feel like I want to rip my skin off all the time. I feel angry and tense. I feel every nerve on fire, and not in the good way. I feel like I need to talk to someone but I… I don’t know. I want to tell you all this, but I also don’t want to fight. What do I do?

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Tue, 11 Dec 2012 20:27:28 -0500

lizetted:

gettingtomygoalweightby2012:

healthylivingforyou:

eveningfades:

The beauty of Eating Disorders.

I have been bulimic now for about 7 years, and this disease is killing me from the inside and on the outside. I’ve purged up blood before, but never as much as I experienced today. The amount of blood actually shocked me. I have almost no hair left, and the hair which I still have has thinned out. My teeth are all rotten. I can’t drink cold drinks. I can’t drink hot drinks. I can’t eat hard, crunchy things. My jaw will be getting surgery soon. My stomach hurts every time I attempt to keep food down. And not to mention my digestive system is completely fucked.

So you want perfection? You want all the boys to want you? You want to be beautiful?

You’re not going to get that. This is what you’ll get.
You’re further and further away from perfection each second.
No boy wants you because you always smell like puke, blood, and you actually fear even being close to anyone. You become worthless.
Beautiful? No. You become an ugly, horrible monster. Scars, bruises. You can’t go on dates. Refuse to go out with friends. You isolate yourself from everything and everyone.

Still not convinced? Do you still want this?
I’m giving mine out for free.

I needed to reblog this for my followers.

People, please lose weight the right way. This will only put you further from everything you want. You think you want to be thin, but you don’t. You want to be thin only because for: confidence, to feel good about yourself, to have guys wanting you, etc. But you can’t achieve that even when you are thin if you anorexic or bulimic because you’ll only suffer a worse self image of yourself than before. It’s not worth it. If you can put up with all the pain of not eating and puking, why can’t you just deal with eating right and exercising? You’ll still get your aim of being thin but you will have a fucking sexy body which is toned, friends you make from exercising together, etc and guys will be after you like bees to honey. So please, choose the right path!

To everyone who has ever even thought about putting your fingers down your throat. Think again.

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annn-mariee: I love things like this omg. I wish I had every...

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annn-mariee:

I love things like this omg. I wish I had every single one of these dresses.

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